Fear 2

Acknowledgement, Affirmation, Acceptance.

These are what a person will always yearn for,
be it in a community or a group,
be it in a den of love, be it in a dwelling of the entwined hearts,
be it in a home, be it in a alma mater of kinship.

Yet I am not here to seek approval from the rest,
but to redeem your assurance,
that i have been accepted; for what i am made of,
that you will never be able to find the same,
that you will embrace the undesirables,
that you will break the laws of perfection to hold on to the imperfect me.

You seem far away, unattainable.
You oh you, where can i find you?
When the search remains impossible.